ummm..... my birthday is coming up!

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Bjork Feat. Antony Hegarty - Dull Flame Of Desire (Modeselektor's Remix...

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"Hello, You have reached the Afterlife Message Center. The God you are trying to reach is not available to take your call..."

sew sew

i rearranged my new improved sewing room today. It's really hot up here i need a ceiling fan.

My computer is by the window. I have the perfect view of just my neighbor's house. I can watch his every move! I wish it was more exciting- he doesn't do very much.

I have a table just for cutting and a table just for sewing that has the machine built in. So the sewing machine is flush with the table. Having a table just for cutting is just too good to be true!

The room is pink. Hopefully when i can crap up the walls with stuff it won't look like a baby's room. It's making my ovaries hurt it so damn pink and white in here.

I have a pretty mirror- and tons of shelves and containers- so there is a place for everything.

There is an antique changing table with a cat bed on top- so the cats have a bed right next to my desk.

The rugs don't match anything- because they were for my old office and for James' office- but i can't afford to replace them at this point- so i'll have to deal.

Pictures will come as soon as i get everything in place.

A Day of Firsts...

Finally a good day amongst many many days of mostly bad.

1. Today I finally own my own laptop for the 1st time on my life! (used hand me down- but that's Ok)
2. Today I THINK my mom said something kinda nice to me
3. Today I got some good news from work

After having this good day I went shopping at Old Navy and had my favorite dinner of crabs and beer!

Maybe we're too young

Like glass shattering
In a clean break
This is the arc
Of a mistake

We were like kids
With a shotgun
Blowing up words 'til
There were none

Maybe I'm too young
Maybe I'm too young
Maybe we're too young
To be playing with this gun

I thought that I
Could destroy it
It shot & fired
Missed the target

You keep coming back
Hand me fractured words
Through the lens of time
Some things can't be burned
Even when they yearn
To die

Maybe I'm too young
Maybe I'm too young
Maybe we're too young
Just playing with this gun

Like glass

bizarre symptoms with my tingling hands

I've had a helluava week, month what-ever.. Spring finally came and now summer is fast approaching. Which means YARD WORK out the ass for me. This will be our 3rd summer now in the new house. The back yard is a MESS. Over grown - basically just plain trashed. The deck needs to be painted.

On top of all this work, everything seems to be breaking down around here. My house is in it's own Mercury Retrograde. The house is only 11 years old- but 2010 seems to be the day it wants to fall apart on me.

Central Air Conditioner - broke
Pool Filter - broke
Front door - broke
Spigot on the front of the house- pipe completely busted - water gushing inside and outside of the house... - broke.

What does this leave us all? broke!
Also this has been leaving us quite stressed and I have been just feeling overwhelmed.

This might help explain my bizarre symptoms with my tingling hands. For the past 6 days my last 2 fingers on each hand have had REALLY BAD Pins-and-Needles. I tried to look it up.. and survey says stress, nerve damage or diabetes. GREAT!

edit- I'd like to add to all this- we took our cat to the vet tonight and he has kidney stones and bladder stones. He needs an ultrasound and possibly surgery. **sad face**